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holy fuck...its been a very long time since my last update. ahh yah im not going to describe all of the time passed maybe just the important events etc. ok..:
- started hanging out with cait and nat again after the whole shit thing with pat (dont ask about pat...its a long story and the biggest regret of my teenage life)
- working on not smoking anymore (cigarettes and pot included) its not going as well as i hoped but im making an effort. im finding it harder to stop getting high than having a smoke.considering the nicotine in a cigarette i dont know how it makes sence...oh well.
- i havent been buzzed off of alcohol in to fucking long..its so not cool. and i tried a shot of absenth ( i believe thats how i spell it) to you dumbass's, thats that hallucinating alcohol. the "green fairy" shit. well i shouldnt have just taken it straight (70% alcohol isnt good on an empty stomach)but no, i didnt hallucinate. tastes minty, good morning drink:P
-istill need to find another time to talk to my mom about moving back to pickering. im working on it guys
- starting chillin more with my friend christeen. good person to talk to and to hang out with
- christmas isnt going to be thebest this year for the gamblens. first time ever that i wouldnt mind skipping it
- me and alex are still seeing each other (two months onthe 13th of this month)and i love him more than anything. hes the only thing that makes me truly happy and i will take care of him forever and ever *kiss*
-i got a blood test and im fine. no health problems or anything like that
- ive been sick for about 4 days now with little improvement and its pissing me off.
fuck me....thats about all i got in my mind right now. its time for a nap and i will wake to see you children of the night later. xoxo.
p.s. i miss you guys in pickering and i havent forgot about you. and i miss hanging with you guys in whitby too.luv you all
- started hanging out with cait and nat again after the whole shit thing with pat (dont ask about pat...its a long story and the biggest regret of my teenage life)
- working on not smoking anymore (cigarettes and pot included) its not going as well as i hoped but im making an effort. im finding it harder to stop getting high than having a smoke.considering the nicotine in a cigarette i dont know how it makes sence...oh well.
- i havent been buzzed off of alcohol in to fucking long..its so not cool. and i tried a shot of absenth ( i believe thats how i spell it) to you dumbass's, thats that hallucinating alcohol. the "green fairy" shit. well i shouldnt have just taken it straight (70% alcohol isnt good on an empty stomach)but no, i didnt hallucinate. tastes minty, good morning drink:P
-istill need to find another time to talk to my mom about moving back to pickering. im working on it guys
- starting chillin more with my friend christeen. good person to talk to and to hang out with
- christmas isnt going to be thebest this year for the gamblens. first time ever that i wouldnt mind skipping it
- me and alex are still seeing each other (two months onthe 13th of this month)and i love him more than anything. hes the only thing that makes me truly happy and i will take care of him forever and ever *kiss*
-i got a blood test and im fine. no health problems or anything like that
- ive been sick for about 4 days now with little improvement and its pissing me off.
fuck me....thats about all i got in my mind right now. its time for a nap and i will wake to see you children of the night later. xoxo.
p.s. i miss you guys in pickering and i havent forgot about you. and i miss hanging with you guys in whitby too.luv you all