Crazy boys
Joelikefood: hey would u call my cell phone ***-****
Otainted kittenO: why?
Joelikefood: iwanted to aplogize over the phone for how i acted last time i saw you
Joelikefood: but if not
Joelikefood: i am sorry
Otainted kittenO: are you also sorry for all the shit hta happend while we dated?
Joelikefood: yes
Joelikefood: why dont you just call me
Otainted kittenO: becuase my cell is messed up
Joelikefood: oh
Otainted kittenO: i just changed my number so it tkeast 24 hours for it to be activated
Joelikefood: what about your house phone
Otainted kittenO: i have to go get it form the other end of thehosue i alreayd packe dup the one in my room
Joelikefood: so u wont get it from the other end
Otainted kittenO: no
Joelikefood: or do u just not want to talk to me
Otainted kittenO: what caused this revolation?
Joelikefood: if u dont i understand
Otainted kittenO: near death expericen? someone die? go to jail
Joelikefood: alot
Otainted kittenO: paul told me you got in a accidnet
Joelikefood: well i had a nere death experince in apral but i always new i screwed up i just had too much pride to say so
Otainted kittenO: are yous till taking pills and doing drugs?
Joelikefood: not really no
Joelikefood: i smoke thats about it
Otainted kittenO: smoke what?
Joelikefood: weed
Joelikefood: but not as much
Joelikefood: i just relizied i screwed up somthin good over getting pissed at you for only careing
Otainted kittenO: and you wil have a hard time finding someone who cared as much as me
Joelikefood: i know
Joelikefood: i havent dated anyone since you
Otainted kittenO: are you going to school?
Joelikefood: not yet i have to enroll when i get a car or i wont beabil to get to scool
Joelikefood: i dont think ill ever find someone that cared as much as u
Otainted kittenO: its really weird to think about all the things that have happeend in life/
Joelikefood: yeah
Otainted kittenO: within the last year also too
Joelikefood: ?
Otainted kittenO: this last year has been so stressful
Joelikefood: yeah for me too
Otainted kittenO: between you and brittany and rob i was goign crazy
Joelikefood: i am sorry
Otainted kittenO: its ok im single, im moving, im going on for more school, i finished PTEC
Joelikefood: it hurts me to think i screwed up probubly the best girl ill ever meet
Joelikefood: and its too late to fix it
Otainted kittenO: im gone in 5 days
Joelikefood: i know
Otainted kittenO: i have no reason to stay here well besides brittan and JB but they understand
Joelikefood: could you at least come by and say good bye b4 you go
Otainted kittenO: when do i have time
Otainted kittenO: if i saw you i would cry to be honest
Joelikefood: why
Otainted kittenO: just so many emtions between us
Joelikefood: i know
Joelikefood: but i really want to say goodbye and sorry
Joelikefood: and see you one last time
Otainted kittenO: i;ve really experianced the good and bad with you
Joelikefood: i know and i am truley sorry
Joelikefood: i fi could turn back time we would still be together
Otainted kittenO: lol we would have been together for a long time too
Otainted kittenO: i jsut broke up with my bf of a year too
Joelikefood: i am sorry
Otainted kittenO: its ok he fucekd up and lied to me so bye bye
Otainted kittenO: oh well
Joelikefood: but if we were still together it would be the best long
Joelikefood: honestly i miss u everyday and regret what i did
Otainted kittenO: lol you did alot to me too
Otainted kittenO: hehe
Joelikefood: i know i cant say sorry enought
Otainted kittenO: i feel liek everythign i did was a lost cause
Otainted kittenO: i was trying to save somone i couldnt and who didnt want to be saved
Joelikefood: at that point know
Joelikefood: no*
Joelikefood: i didnt
Otainted kittenO: and towrds the end you amde that perfectly clear that drugs were mreo importatn then the love i had for oyu
Joelikefood: yeah i know
Joelikefood: along time ago i relizied love is the best drug ever
Joelikefood: and i loved you wether you knew or not
Joelikefood: that night you left i cried
Otainted kittenO: lol which night
Otainted kittenO: i left you many o nights
Joelikefood: the last time we saw each other
Otainted kittenO: k
Joelikefood: the night we broke up
Otainted kittenO: yep
Joelikefood: after you took me boxing
Otainted kittenO: yeah
Joelikefood: yeah i cried
Otainted kittenO: you should have for all the pain, stress,sadness you caused me
Joelikefood: thats when i relized i lost the best thing in my life
Joelikefood: god i wish i had this convorsation earlier
Otainted kittenO: why>
Joelikefood: just so you would know and maby we could have started over
Otainted kittenO: well my time in florida has expired
Joelikefood: i know
Otainted kittenO: im jsut lost for words
Joelikefood: me too
Joelikefood: i miss when we used to lay in my room and cuddle and wach movies all night
Otainted kittenO: i miss waking you up
Joelikefood: yeah me too
Joelikefood: i just miss hugging and kissing you
Otainted kittenO: i miss good sex :P
Otainted kittenO: well i have my toy now but damn bands boy comes nad goes often
Joelikefood: ?
Otainted kittenO: bishop from crossbreed
Joelikefood: oh
Otainted kittenO: i've had the weirdest boyfriends and toys
Joelikefood: i also miss the good sex
Joelikefood: best i ever had
Otainted kittenO: damn straight bitch!
Joelikefood: yep
Otainted kittenO: how many guys get head as often as you did
Joelikefood: not many
Otainted kittenO: :D we had so many great times and so many bad times
Joelikefood: yeah i know
Otainted kittenO: im still suprised your mom stood by you as mcha s she did i would have kicked your ass
Joelikefood: yeah
Joelikefood: me too
Otainted kittenO: *sighs*