The trials and tribulations of life, hey?
Well so much to tell so little time because I'm so busy at work, but hey thats a good thing right? We've taken on several new clients and have at least 6 interviews scheduled so things really are starting to look up maybe I will get my Audi R8 after all this year. (i wish :P ).
I'm so in love! This is the amazing part of my life at the moment. Dawn is everything i've ever dreamed of. She's stunningly beautiful, clever, thoughtful and selfless. We walk in time, dance in time and send silly geeky messages to each other about the same things at the same time. The problem is that she lives with her ex-partner for economic reasons and of course for the well being of her lovely son Logan. (who i might add is a power rangers fan. Top kid.) I feel for both Gareth and Dawn I've been through the entire attachment breakdown and it's not happy times.
It's hard that that when you love someone you want to spend all your time with them. I get to see Dawn maybe one night a week and sometimes not at all. When you miss someone it really hurts.
My ex has now denied me any access to my boys. I don't think anybody could do anything that could hurt me more. I saw a solicitor yesterday and they virtually reassured me that i will get access. A mediation letter has been sent to Claire today so hopefully she'll come to her senses.
Looking to the future I can see happiness . I just want it now like a petulant child. I need to remember:
"All good things come to those that wait?"
&
"It is better to have loved and lost. Than to have never loved at all"
I know I'd go through this longing and sickness time and time again just for five minuets with Dawn.
I'll update on a friends only post when I'm feeling more upbeat about all the great times we've been having together.
Signing out for now.
Love you all.
I'm so in love! This is the amazing part of my life at the moment. Dawn is everything i've ever dreamed of. She's stunningly beautiful, clever, thoughtful and selfless. We walk in time, dance in time and send silly geeky messages to each other about the same things at the same time. The problem is that she lives with her ex-partner for economic reasons and of course for the well being of her lovely son Logan. (who i might add is a power rangers fan. Top kid.) I feel for both Gareth and Dawn I've been through the entire attachment breakdown and it's not happy times.
It's hard that that when you love someone you want to spend all your time with them. I get to see Dawn maybe one night a week and sometimes not at all. When you miss someone it really hurts.
My ex has now denied me any access to my boys. I don't think anybody could do anything that could hurt me more. I saw a solicitor yesterday and they virtually reassured me that i will get access. A mediation letter has been sent to Claire today so hopefully she'll come to her senses.
Looking to the future I can see happiness . I just want it now like a petulant child. I need to remember:
"All good things come to those that wait?"
&
"It is better to have loved and lost. Than to have never loved at all"
I know I'd go through this longing and sickness time and time again just for five minuets with Dawn.
I'll update on a friends only post when I'm feeling more upbeat about all the great times we've been having together.
Signing out for now.
Love you all.