ahh. my poor baby, Verity. >.<
she's so patient and kind to me, but i've been a horrible friend/mum-figure to her. she's been so neglected.
i make a shirt, and it doesn't fit her, so i improve it and mod it for
night_doves. (which i still need to send! and am so excited about..even if it isn't all that wonderful. gah. i hate myself. i'm so bad about sending things out as of late. so distracted. so distracted.)
oh, but darling Verity. so sweet. so patient. so understanding.
she sits there in her pajamas and stares up at me saying "all is well, love."
and i know she's okay. she's so unselfish, but i neglect her horribly.
so i'm going to Hancock today to get some proper frabric apart from the simple black cotton i have. i have no idea when i'm going to be able to work out the bugs out of my sewing machine. (which won't allow me to work with small seams and ends up ruining whatever i put under the guide). and i have no idea what i can make for her. because i can sew just fine. but i'm apparently horrible at patterns. i'm too distracted to make a proper one.
my darling beauty.
she deserves to be spoiled terribly.
*le sigh* once all this craziness dies down i'll get everything worked out. and then Verity will finally have what she needs and should have.
another thing would be, i have something like 4 or 5 photostories/picture posts to make for her, simply laying around on a cd. i need to put those up. i just haven't been motivated. what with starting up an lj community, school, and all the other little dramatic things that pop up. ugh. by the time i'm done i'm just like "screw this. it can wait. no one is waiting for it."
but verity is!
and she needs more clothes, dangit!
i promise you, Verity! i'll get you clothes soon! i shall help you bear that beautiful soul!
Dear Treni,
Sometimes I doubt your commitment to Sparkle Motion.
love,
Treni.