Meh
Today sucked majorly, lets see..I woke up at 8..then 9..then 10..then 1030ish..then finally got up at 12ish. Then I sat around for a long time and got around to showering at 2:30ish. Then I got to work from 4-9..which was alright but boring none the less. Then I came home and my cousin was here..and I got to see him for like 5min. Then I had dinner, then walked my dog. Then I sat outside for like..45min just being bored/thinking. Now I just came back from walking to the beach from boredem and getting flipped out on by my mom. Yesterday was alright, did some stuff and thats about it. So now I'm bored still. Thinking sucks too, I thought about moving for real..and it does seem to be a good choice but I still cant decide whether or not it would be worth it to move. Swampscott is really sucking, I need to meet new people. It sucks only having like 3 people to hang out with at any one time. I mean they're good friends but I need variety, and to warn you now yes this post is going to be a lot of bitching so if you only want to read about my day stop reading now. So back to the bitching. I decided that being single sucks hardcore right about now..but theres like nothing I can do about it since I can't force people to like me. Also having nothing to do sucks a lot. There needs to be more to do, like there are a lot of people I'd like to hang out with but I know that if I asked it be something along the lines of 'oh..I dont think I can' or some bullshit to avoid giving me the truthful answer of no I don't want to hang out with you. So its just like yea fuck it. I also miss most of last year, the early part of last year. Anything after June sucked hardcore. Growing up sucks a lot of dick and having things end sucks a lot too. I mean theres a lot of plus sides of growing old, but it sucks in the end. I dunno I need someone to talk to and thats about the end of it. Bye all.