It won't happen again..

[lost_indreams_]

It's been a while since I have last updated.. I really don't go online anymore.. I am always working or some stupid shit.

Well the recent drama in my life is at the end.
We talked.
I didn't hear what I wanted to hear.. but I have no choice in the matter I guess.
As usual, I get fucked.. and I end up depressed, sad, and lonely as all hell.
So now I have to pretend.
I hate pretending.
The healing process this time is going to be difficult, but I have done it once before..
So I will be okay..
I am not okay right now..

But I will be.. I just need time.. and hopefully they'll give me the time and space I need.