May 19, 2004 07:37
welll this is the weirdest thing.. last night i had this dream. where .. we all got mad at each other.. and on the night of the dance.. me and brittney and raechel were like oh fuck this were not going. uhhhh ! and then its like 8:40 and and i was like i have to go .. so i got all dressed up for like nothing.. and the weird thing is that i called shannon.. and i was like please .. go in the limo .. please get everyone to go again.. and i think that i messed something up .. over chris .. which is gay and i can find someone else to waste my time over.. ha! well if you dont believe me .. ask brittney to scan the note i wrote to her a few days ago ...
well this is what i really wanted to say. life sucks. like really sucks. i need a boyfriend . people are always like oh you think its going to solve your problems its just gonig to add more. deff not .. from the way it was before.. i was always having fun.. and nothing in life mattered. yea well stop me here----...... i dont know what else to say right now. uhh im having to many things come to my head.. this is gay.. haaaaaaaaaa i also had a dream that i kicked megan diazs ass ! on the buss ha that little dike i fuckng i hate her ...
fuck . gay.