..saturday
My life has changed. shiitt. lmfao.
All these feelings are coming back to me. grr. I love it, yet I hate it. Right Laurie? It’s like, Laurie and I can sit home every night...at HER house, of course, and just think about "it", and how it used to be. It didn't matter that we did nothing on a Friday or Saturday night because if we saw 'them' that day then we were so thrilled. lol. Half the time we weren’t even aware that we didn't do anything. We'd just linger around, until they went flying by. haha. ::sigh::. But that's when things were fun, and that’s when we were happy. We're just never satisfied, anymore. We always yearn for what we can't have. We're as picky as fuck, too. We’re so demanding and hard to please. haha. The only thing we regret is never saying how we felt. That’s one thing I realize now… don’t hold anything back. Especially when it's killing you inside, because speaking your mind and saying something can make all the difference. I guess it’s just a little too late for that, though. Once again, I’m gonna live my life with everything bottled up until the day I break.. ::again:: lol. Ugh… I think about this whole situation. It’s so confusing. Then I think about how things were and I feel like it’s all worth it. Considering the circumstances, I know that my feelings don’t make a difference in any way possible. This is just the way I’m feeling, so I figured I’d share.
I listen to this song.. because it reminds me of yu... Story of the Year - Until the Day I Die
Oh yea, I miss the beach.
All these feelings are coming back to me. grr. I love it, yet I hate it. Right Laurie? It’s like, Laurie and I can sit home every night...at HER house, of course, and just think about "it", and how it used to be. It didn't matter that we did nothing on a Friday or Saturday night because if we saw 'them' that day then we were so thrilled. lol. Half the time we weren’t even aware that we didn't do anything. We'd just linger around, until they went flying by. haha. ::sigh::. But that's when things were fun, and that’s when we were happy. We're just never satisfied, anymore. We always yearn for what we can't have. We're as picky as fuck, too. We’re so demanding and hard to please. haha. The only thing we regret is never saying how we felt. That’s one thing I realize now… don’t hold anything back. Especially when it's killing you inside, because speaking your mind and saying something can make all the difference. I guess it’s just a little too late for that, though. Once again, I’m gonna live my life with everything bottled up until the day I break.. ::again:: lol. Ugh… I think about this whole situation. It’s so confusing. Then I think about how things were and I feel like it’s all worth it. Considering the circumstances, I know that my feelings don’t make a difference in any way possible. This is just the way I’m feeling, so I figured I’d share.
I listen to this song.. because it reminds me of yu... Story of the Year - Until the Day I Die
Oh yea, I miss the beach.