Memories Are All I Have.
jesus my updates used to be so full of stuff.. now there boring. I dunno man, I lead a boring life.
I have become totally obsessed with Mountain Dew Livewire... Im a loser I know.
Today me and Steven went to Kamils house. Joy he lives live 2 secs from me lol. But I dun know.. I think Steven wants to get bakk into pills and stuff.. and I dun want him too. =/. He shouldnt be doing that.. when theres a baby coming along.
I just need to party one more time and Ill b fine I thinkage. I <3 my Steven tho.. I dunno Ill talk to him about it.
Tomorrow @ the doctors I have to drink 8 ozs of pure sugar. Yummi. =(. Its gonna b sooo freakin gross! Argh and if I throw it up.. I have to start all over again. This bites. And Steven doesnt wanna go in with me.. cuz he sucks... no cuz he'll throw up too. Time to have my mommi go in with me! I never go into doctors alone... cuz well have you watched the news b4? lol..I hate being alone with them.. it scares me.
I wanna hang out with Jessie. I realized yesterday that she hasnt been over my house in the longest time.. like.. I got the babys crib when I was like 5 months that was 2 months ago..and she hasnt came over since b4 then..hmm I miss her. Maybe my mommi will let me do the paper route with her tomorrow night.. if she wants.
Yeah so Shannon my lovely aunt got me You Got Served. Its awesome. I thanked her a million and one times for it... Im a weirdo I know. But hey why else would you love me?
I want some god damn Rogers ice cream.
Everyone my baby shower is comign up. Dont forget!! Ill b very sad. =(. I love you.
I have "In the club" stuck in my head.. Im a fucking weirdo!I hate 50 cent lol.. maybe its cuz I miss Ash. Hmm.. I dunno.
I miss Shannon, and Danielle, And Alex, and Eilish, and Christina and and everyone else from skool! I cant wait til next year!!!!!!!!
I guess the cute boy ^_^ Is sgoing to Comp. next year.. hot. lol. I would never do anything.. but man to look at him.
You know who I also miss? Tyler. Blah. I need to go skating and see my Bob and Tyler and Rachelle and Jocelyn. I need to find out when everyones gonna b there and go and rock the party.. itll suck if my water breaks there tho... Im so scared my waters gonna break like sumwhere with alot of ppl.. man thatll suck. and another thing that bites...im gonna have freakin back labor and for all you ppl that dont know what that means.. it means my back is gonna hurt for the next 86 days.. (thats how long left til the babys coming!!!) and then its gonna b the thing that hurts the worse when Im having the baby.. joy huh?
You know who I miss seeing and I like never see anymore? Jut, Eric, Carl, and Jon.. Hmm I wonder how they are doing. =(
Jut better be coming to the baby shower or Ill have to go kung-fu on her ass. ;)
Well now.. I think this is like.. long enuff lol..
Wait! Aschely you better be coming too! Amanda too. and Chelsey.!. Johanna.. you know better lol.
Im out.. Ill leave you with this qoute that I like..
"im at a point, where friendships seem pointless
boys are just a game, and everything i used to
fight for, just isn't worth it at all."
I have become totally obsessed with Mountain Dew Livewire... Im a loser I know.
Today me and Steven went to Kamils house. Joy he lives live 2 secs from me lol. But I dun know.. I think Steven wants to get bakk into pills and stuff.. and I dun want him too. =/. He shouldnt be doing that.. when theres a baby coming along.
I just need to party one more time and Ill b fine I thinkage. I <3 my Steven tho.. I dunno Ill talk to him about it.
Tomorrow @ the doctors I have to drink 8 ozs of pure sugar. Yummi. =(. Its gonna b sooo freakin gross! Argh and if I throw it up.. I have to start all over again. This bites. And Steven doesnt wanna go in with me.. cuz he sucks... no cuz he'll throw up too. Time to have my mommi go in with me! I never go into doctors alone... cuz well have you watched the news b4? lol..I hate being alone with them.. it scares me.
I wanna hang out with Jessie. I realized yesterday that she hasnt been over my house in the longest time.. like.. I got the babys crib when I was like 5 months that was 2 months ago..and she hasnt came over since b4 then..hmm I miss her. Maybe my mommi will let me do the paper route with her tomorrow night.. if she wants.
Yeah so Shannon my lovely aunt got me You Got Served. Its awesome. I thanked her a million and one times for it... Im a weirdo I know. But hey why else would you love me?
I want some god damn Rogers ice cream.
Everyone my baby shower is comign up. Dont forget!! Ill b very sad. =(. I love you.
I have "In the club" stuck in my head.. Im a fucking weirdo!I hate 50 cent lol.. maybe its cuz I miss Ash. Hmm.. I dunno.
I miss Shannon, and Danielle, And Alex, and Eilish, and Christina and and everyone else from skool! I cant wait til next year!!!!!!!!
I guess the cute boy ^_^ Is sgoing to Comp. next year.. hot. lol. I would never do anything.. but man to look at him.
You know who I also miss? Tyler. Blah. I need to go skating and see my Bob and Tyler and Rachelle and Jocelyn. I need to find out when everyones gonna b there and go and rock the party.. itll suck if my water breaks there tho... Im so scared my waters gonna break like sumwhere with alot of ppl.. man thatll suck. and another thing that bites...im gonna have freakin back labor and for all you ppl that dont know what that means.. it means my back is gonna hurt for the next 86 days.. (thats how long left til the babys coming!!!) and then its gonna b the thing that hurts the worse when Im having the baby.. joy huh?
You know who I miss seeing and I like never see anymore? Jut, Eric, Carl, and Jon.. Hmm I wonder how they are doing. =(
Jut better be coming to the baby shower or Ill have to go kung-fu on her ass. ;)
Well now.. I think this is like.. long enuff lol..
Wait! Aschely you better be coming too! Amanda too. and Chelsey.!. Johanna.. you know better lol.
Im out.. Ill leave you with this qoute that I like..
"im at a point, where friendships seem pointless
boys are just a game, and everything i used to
fight for, just isn't worth it at all."