So now I should stop thinking and start feeling....
I cant tell anyone anything. I feel like I am lieing all the time. I am not happy, sad, excited, anything! I cant live my life I am having someone telling lies about me all the time. LEAVE ME ALONE! I cant handle this, I dont want to. Its not worrth how I feel or how she makes us feel. I am so excited for this weekend .... I am gonna just have a good time. I am sick of this lie and I just want things to go back to the way they were.