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The last few days I've been able to smell the General Mills factory. Normally that doesn't bother me, but that's because it usually smells like delicious breakfast cereals and sugary sweetness. For some reason, though, it's been smelling like a gross mixture of dog food and cereal. To top it off, it's been extra warm (which I also don't usually mind) and that means that the kitchen window must constantly be open so the apartment doesn't turn into a sweatbox. All of this together = a dog food cereal smelling apartment.
It's really gross.
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Morgan's been out of town for a few days, hanging out with the boys in Atlantic City. I've been sitting around the apartment for a few days without a car because I own a piece of shit.
And the whole.. timing of things that has happened in thet last few days made me really realize that without Morgan I don't feel safe. I know he's still just a phone call away, but I don't feel secure without him. I don't know if that's good or not. Bleh.
I've been thinking alot about what's going to happen in the next few months. Everything is so undecided and it makes me nervous. I don't know if I'm moving, or if Morgan is going to grad school, or who's following who.
I'm beginning to wonder where I even want to live and what part of the country I want to be in. I don't even know what kind of job I want or if I want to keep the one I have. Lifetouch is a national company and I could transfer to wherever I wanted to keep the same job I have now for the rest of my life.
I could quit working, have 10 babies and stay at home.
Or, I could do like I've been doing the last 2 days and get fat on the couch.
It's really gross.
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Morgan's been out of town for a few days, hanging out with the boys in Atlantic City. I've been sitting around the apartment for a few days without a car because I own a piece of shit.
And the whole.. timing of things that has happened in thet last few days made me really realize that without Morgan I don't feel safe. I know he's still just a phone call away, but I don't feel secure without him. I don't know if that's good or not. Bleh.
I've been thinking alot about what's going to happen in the next few months. Everything is so undecided and it makes me nervous. I don't know if I'm moving, or if Morgan is going to grad school, or who's following who.
I'm beginning to wonder where I even want to live and what part of the country I want to be in. I don't even know what kind of job I want or if I want to keep the one I have. Lifetouch is a national company and I could transfer to wherever I wanted to keep the same job I have now for the rest of my life.
I could quit working, have 10 babies and stay at home.
Or, I could do like I've been doing the last 2 days and get fat on the couch.