there was actually a real reason why i wanted to write an entry today...
and i actually woke up saying im writing today.
real reason:
i had one of the best dreams ever last night. I thought it was real when i woke up and was actually really disappointed when it wasnt. It was just one of those dreams where i tried to go back to sleep to make it continue happening. That didnt work.
Its not important what its about because no one besides me would understand. and i like it better that way. It was just wow. I cant even describe it. this entry makes no sense. I just wanted to remember that the dream i had needs to come true...even though it never will. A perfect life? thats beyond far away. taking that step back into reality and realizing that my life could be like that, as so many peoples is...yet this is how it is. Well that was a good chunk of it. The other chunk just made me never want to stop hugging this someone. The weird thing is the hug felt so familiar yet never once have we hugged before.
OK I SOUND NUTZO.
well hopefully it will be a reoccuring dream tonight cause i miss it already.
no more myspace surveys for me im off!
real reason:
i had one of the best dreams ever last night. I thought it was real when i woke up and was actually really disappointed when it wasnt. It was just one of those dreams where i tried to go back to sleep to make it continue happening. That didnt work.
Its not important what its about because no one besides me would understand. and i like it better that way. It was just wow. I cant even describe it. this entry makes no sense. I just wanted to remember that the dream i had needs to come true...even though it never will. A perfect life? thats beyond far away. taking that step back into reality and realizing that my life could be like that, as so many peoples is...yet this is how it is. Well that was a good chunk of it. The other chunk just made me never want to stop hugging this someone. The weird thing is the hug felt so familiar yet never once have we hugged before.
OK I SOUND NUTZO.
well hopefully it will be a reoccuring dream tonight cause i miss it already.
no more myspace surveys for me im off!