here's how it's going to go

[lost_in_line]

so - i'm struggling to find some kind of reason to even deal with any of the bullshit that i've put up with for the past 3 years... and i cant think of a single one.
what a waste. what a waste of time, effort; it's all been an absolute waste of time.. there's just no reason to even think about all the things that i've worried about for so long. apparently i'm not going to get anywhere with anything that i've been trying to do.

give me something. anything worth working towards anymore... because everything i thought i was working for just disappeared.

Mick