just another day, one of many

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i'm exhausted. i havent slept since monday morning, and the amount of ephedra i've been taking is back where it was 2 months ago. i just cant seem to find any way to fulfill my responsibilities without taking the pills. my mom asked me to drop some classes today, because i look just as bad as i feel, but i cant. what am i supposed to do, start running away and admit that i couldnt take it?
that will never happen. i will not display my weaknesses, certainly not after everything that's happened.

more later. the bedroom is beginning.