i feel sick
but on the inside. i keep crying about things. in the past year, year and half-ish i've been the biggest crybaby. it's like i stopped crying for years of my life and then my eye ducts were like FUCK YOU lets be sensitive about every goddamn thing. i haven't been in a good mood all day, i don't know why really. just little things set me off and then collectively make me irritable. i got teary eyed at some commericials today. and NO i am not PMSing i swear.
when im upset i try to hold it in so much. if i start to let a little bit out then EXPLOSION all of my emotions and tears come out and they come out full force. rar. i just don't feel 100% into my life right now. when im down i feel like im never going to get out of it for some reason. like there is nothing that will make me smile.
:`(
love, meg
TIDBIT OF THE DAY: dont give up
when im upset i try to hold it in so much. if i start to let a little bit out then EXPLOSION all of my emotions and tears come out and they come out full force. rar. i just don't feel 100% into my life right now. when im down i feel like im never going to get out of it for some reason. like there is nothing that will make me smile.
:`(
love, meg
TIDBIT OF THE DAY: dont give up