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[lost_in_hiseyes]

Gosh today was just horrible!!! I was talking on the fone last night until 130, fell asleep then woke up to my fone ringing at 210, then went back to sleep, and didnt wake up till 750!!!Didnt have time to shower! it was horrible! i didnt match either it was so BLAH so i started my day off bad, i was literally living off of a bottle of mountain dew. And i was looking forward to Elwells class it always cracks me up but no one was funny today. Sollohub wasnt there so Mr."wheres your hall pass" was subbing! Growl and jessica wasnt there so i was sad at first but then jessica heron and brittney were cracking me up! Lunch Courtney brought me spagettios! they were cold but u know what i love spagettios! But then i started feeling really bad in pyscology! No wonder, I started my fucking period! and I hate it! I can deal with bleeding for a few days but the cramps are unbelievable! I was crying they hurt so bad! THen I had to go to the eye dr!! fun right? Wait an hour, and usually im like okay whatever, no biggie cuz my eye exam usually takes about an hour and a half anyways! umm yeah NO! In for 5 minutes, tell me my glasses and shit are fine and out i go! ugh whatever!

Ontop of that ive been really lonely, i know i have some one that loves me, but sometimes i feel so alone =( I just want some one to do something sweet for me send me flowers or something =( that would probably make my year, no ones done anything nice for me in a REALLY long time =( im so nice to people and go out of my way to make sure i can make other poeple happy, but sometimes i need loving too ya know =(
if some one sends me flowers Id be so happy and ill love u forever!!!! AND EVER!!! AND EVER!!!

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