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So i havent gotten a fucking phone call from my best fucking friend who i miss so effing much. I dont get why she hasnt. And other people as well havent called me. This pisses me off so much, its like i have to have a computer to be freinds with you all and be on msn. I hate it, i mean i seriously want it to be 4 people on my msn list, because thats how many fucking people called me out of everyone on my list. So im pissed, i feel really left out, like really left out. I mean how many people know whats going on lately? No one. I mean wtf? I dont have long distance to call anyone, and you all fucking know that.... And if you effing didnt, you now now. So i mean make more of an effort because fuck ive tried more then you know and i mean im bitching again, Im sorry, but no one knows what im feeling and i wish that scarlett would either show up at my door, or call me, because im at home, and im not alright.