Feb 19, 2005 18:05
Yesterday was very intesting. School and all.
Then around 5:30ish Kristin picked me up. We went to the mall with brittany , and met up with paulinia , billy , josh and then these people that are friends with paulinia , ( alex , stephanie , and some other people ). Then Steph and Tom showed up. Wayyy cool. I havent seen Tom in forever.psh. It was fun i got my dooney and bourke wristlet and i got liek 6 jessica simpsons lipglosses. Yupp. We just randomly walked around and stuff. Went into stores , hung outside then around 9:45ish my mom picked me and kristin and brittany up and we brought them back to her house , i came home and just had like a screaming breakdown fit. I have never had one of those. I swear to god i was like on the fucking verge of going nuts , i was just so pissed off and i had no idea why and i was just so upset , i starting yelling at my mom , and i have never yelled at my mom like before in my entire life. I realized the ony rashanall yet crazy enough idea to settle me down was to call ziggy. Yes. Ziggy. I called him aroun 10:30 , his mom was suprised yet seemed happy to hear from me , and me and him talked. I know were meant to be.... maybe not for life, but for this part of my life. I miss him an awful lot. It sucks. But its okay things will get better, and after talking to him , i felt much ,much better and then went off to bed. He said if he wasnt busy this weekend he`d call me , but idontknow im not gonna wait for him, but if he comes around:) ill be happy. Im going to megan m`s house. Soon , cause were cool and im sleeping over and then im gonna go tanning. <3 see ya laterrr.