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Apr 11, 2007 22:32

Tonight I feel really tired. The air is the best it's been since winter, it's very soft and cool and refreshing and soothing at the same time, like a blanket, or like water. This is the kind of air which usually only comes with summer, when your skin is all tired from a day in the sun and you sit outside reading a book by the light of a small gas lamp.
But tonight I'm alone and tired, and I don't have a book which I am reading and I don't want to start on my 19th Century BritLit take-home exam yet, so now I am sitting with my laptop on my lap, in my bed, next to my open windows, drinking tea and feeling exhausted and down but in a soothing kind of way. Which is something nice about this kind of air, it enables me to feel down and aimless but okay, and I am even capable of enjoying that feeling of being alone and down, in a way. This may sound strange to you, but it's true.
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