Jan 31, 2005 00:22
So this is it. . . . the beginning of the end.
To the one I love:
I cant help but think about everything that we've gone through. The good the great and the bad. It sucks. you dont know it yet but you will. I have never felt like this about anyone in my life, and yet, I still cant get over it. Who knows if I ever will. Eventually Im sure. I love you so much that it hurts to even think about breaking your heart. I dont even know if Im doing that. I want so badly to work things out and make everything work forever, but I dont know if you do. You give me the feeling as if you dont care, but im sure deep down, you do. I cry every time I begin to talk about you, think about you, just you. The reason for that is because my feelings are so hurt from the stupidity of your actions that I cant bring myself but to one conclusion. I have gone far enough with this and here is what I think. One more chance. . . maybe. . . if you can listen. If you will talk to me and understand me. If not, then they say if you truely love someone you will set them free, and if its meant to be then they will return. Im hoping thats what happens in the end. For now, Im not so sure. I Love You