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Apr 06, 2005 20:27

i wish i had more classes with joey :(

thats okay though, cause we spend practically the whole night talking on the phone all the time.

its cute when he falls asleep.

but its not cute when i try to wake him up, but thats okay.

i let him sleep.

its sad when he isnt breathing into the phone.

i like listening to him breathing.

i like listening to him do anything.

i like being with him.

no, accually i love being with him.

i want to see him more often, because i start missing him the second after we walk away from eachother.

i really do love joey.

i had lacrosse today. i have no friends on the team. and i suck. i really.... really suck.

i dunno if i like lacrosse anymore.

:(

whatever.

im not that social anymore.

a few months ago, i would have ran up to a random person on the team and just start talking to them, and we would be friends.

i cant do that anymore.

im just either really really shy, totally antisocial, or really hyped up and outgoing. the outgoing part is only with my friends. i dont really talk to anyone, unless they talk to me first.

it kinda feels like i dont trust anybody anymore.

my stupid physiatrist totally let me down. i hate her now, and im never telling her shit about my life again. i hate her.

it feels as if like if people make one mistake, i automatically dont trust them anymore. i dont know why, and i cant help it. i wish i could, but i cant...

im almost finished with the perks of being a wallflower.

its deffenentally my new favorite book.

ive never had a favorite book...

but i do now.

im going to miss everyone when they leave to go to highschool for 9th grade.

i really really will.

live without my 8th grade friends will be misrable.

joey, i love you to death.
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