Apr 06, 2005 20:27
i wish i had more classes with joey :(
thats okay though, cause we spend practically the whole night talking on the phone all the time.
its cute when he falls asleep.
but its not cute when i try to wake him up, but thats okay.
i let him sleep.
its sad when he isnt breathing into the phone.
i like listening to him breathing.
i like listening to him do anything.
i like being with him.
no, accually i love being with him.
i want to see him more often, because i start missing him the second after we walk away from eachother.
i really do love joey.
i had lacrosse today. i have no friends on the team. and i suck. i really.... really suck.
i dunno if i like lacrosse anymore.
:(
whatever.
im not that social anymore.
a few months ago, i would have ran up to a random person on the team and just start talking to them, and we would be friends.
i cant do that anymore.
im just either really really shy, totally antisocial, or really hyped up and outgoing. the outgoing part is only with my friends. i dont really talk to anyone, unless they talk to me first.
it kinda feels like i dont trust anybody anymore.
my stupid physiatrist totally let me down. i hate her now, and im never telling her shit about my life again. i hate her.
it feels as if like if people make one mistake, i automatically dont trust them anymore. i dont know why, and i cant help it. i wish i could, but i cant...
im almost finished with the perks of being a wallflower.
its deffenentally my new favorite book.
ive never had a favorite book...
but i do now.
im going to miss everyone when they leave to go to highschool for 9th grade.
i really really will.
live without my 8th grade friends will be misrable.
joey, i love you to death.