holler <3
uqh damn i can never slEeP loL ; neway i was chillinq wit thomas earlier ' i knoe its been awhiLe since i wrote in here so i fiqured i'd start up aqen. . . so yeah shits been kinda hard nd skools startin up soon uqh i dont really wanna qo AT ALL!! cuz i knoe theres qonna end up bein sum kinda bull shit nd i failed so im like kinda nervous bout how shits qonna be . . but ima try my hardest
yeah i qotta qo to court on sept.16th cuz of wen my mom filed a petition or wutever on me so that pretty much sucks! oh yeah i miqht qo out with this quy Frank for neone who knoes me NOTTT frank benton loL, hes a juqqaLo but hes not the freaky type like all of em he likes rap nd rocK to so thats qood, nd hes so sweet i dont qotta worry bout em hurtinq me! ah damn hes qreat.
man i dont wanna qrow up ;[ i always jus wonder like wen i die if im qonna remember ne one or ever talk to em aqen, its like all of this was pointless nd im jus scared that the people i care about the most aren't qonna be there ever aqen. And if we are reborn or if there even is a such thinq as that would we feel like we're livinq it as we do now ? Or remember neone if we saw them. Man it jus scares me alot cuz im afraid of wuts qonna happen nd i dont wanna forqet neone , nd i know i talk about dyinq alot but really wen it comes down to it im so fuckinq scared ;[
nd i feel like such an idiot cuz i dunno if neone thinks about that shxt, ah man iunno. But yeah i qotta qet up kinda early tommorrow nd qo out with my m0m, so yeah i'lL write back later <33 1