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midterms are over hurray... all is gleeful for the exception that I bombed my Chem and algebra 2 midterm. I was so disappointed. I wanted to leave school early and just sleep off the shitty emotional and physical state I was in but I was a trooper and stuck it through. the only reason why i came to school today was because I thought today was scheduling but turns out thats tomorrow. Nothing kills me more than me getting sick and screwing up my chance to be in AP Enviro. Fuck this shit man it always happens to me. I always get sick during or right after midterms, this time it was during, (which is most likely why I bombed chem). I told both my parents and because I am nearly passing algebra I have made the decision and my father agreed that I need to get another job and pay for tutoring. Jesus why does mid winter always suck? I wish i could just slip into a temporary coma for January, February and March. Or maybe just maybe I can actually have a good winter. I don't know chances are very likely that I will go to school tomorrow and then you won't see me for another week.
I guess I should go get some sleep and see if I can recover somewhat form this post midterm fatigue.

Night.

Ps I am very happy though that when i got my x-ray back that I didn't fracture my hand I just have some temporary nerve damage. (figure I would add that in so I don't sound so emo)