Oct 13, 2004 15:22
hello my loves yeah today was weird...idk it just was u knoe wut i mean i had to take the PSATs today n that certainly sucked ass i totally did bad on that but oh well n i have a butt load of home work oh yeah austin i knoe u did that to my locker n i will get revenge lol but yeah i'm mad coz we have another battle of the dunes on saturday.. u'd think i'd be excited but its at 9 in the morning like omfg oh well i get to see my love on friday weehoo lol .....
other than that i feel kinda down lately idk i mean like i've been single for a while n i guess i'm lonely like sometimes i wonder why i even bother n i feel like no body cares i rlly should have nothing to complain about b/c i'm rlly blessed u knoe but sometimes i just get low ...atleast now i have rockey its weird how such a lil puppy can make me so happy .. when ever i come home he's waiting for meeh n so happy to see me....he's the one bright spot in my life well atleast my dad isn't off his rocker he's been pretty cool lately n my mom who knoes thinkin bout her always makes me sad i have such a dysfunctional family lol i hope everything starts lookin up for everyone including my self only time will tell but i <3 erybody muahz