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Heylow
Well my life has not changed for shit, yeah a few positive things here and there but nothing really big. I MISS MY LOSER
ughhh..... Anyways so my school is putting on the play "Little Women", I didn't get a role, but I got to be backstage manager, again! I feel sometimes that I might never get the things I want. I feel that nothing will ever change unless I motivate myself or make it change, but the problem is I can't do it. I just can't. I feel so weak each and everyday but I am disappointed at myself for admiting to it. I 've never felt so weak or low in my life, but I deserve...right? Anyways on a lighter note, were doing "Little Women", it might be a dull show, but our cast is amazing. I'm glad to be a part of it anyway that I can, hey there's always next year. Well thats about all I have to vent I gots to go. Much love to all, but more to that special one of course...
Chiao, Dork-O-Matic