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Well today was a hard day for all. I know that some people are hearing this in every direction. My day just got worst actually. Well we all know about Marc's mother, and we are truly crushed. Plus we all have learned a couple of things, like never take anything for granted. Earlier today I found out that my great-grandmother, whom happens to be my mom, was taken to the hospital. I never felt this much pain and sorrow. I want to scream and die and just leave, but I can't, why because I will never back down. I look up to Marc more than before. It's life, and I don't wanna be here and preach all night about things. I just want to tell all those that know me, something. I know that many times I have been stupid, ignorant, hateful, un understanding, etc. But I just want to say that I am sorry if I have ever hurt you, or sorry if I have ever upset you. I am so sorry. I look back at those days and look at how stupid I was. This whole entry is basically my apology. I love you all. I never hated any one and I just wish that there are so many things that I could do to make up for it. But I for sure would never regret anything or take anything back, because even though you or anybody else might look at it as a mistake, I look at it as a decision, a decision I made. So I want to say one more thing I love you all and just want to say if something happens to me remember that it was my decision that led up to it. I love you all, and I am sorry.