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Ok today i woke up and went to my babys house so that i could see her before i left. I huged her a lot kissed her a lot. Felt like i was going away for a year but its really only 5 days. But trufully this is going to be the longest we have been apart for 6 weeks. I have been with her everyday. I love her so much. I leave for no more then i guess 8 hrs comeonline and read her journal entry and find out all my attepmts to pull her out of being emo has been set back. Because of what i dont know but i almost had her happy. Like the day i took her to gasho she was happy. The smile was able to shine through the darkest of nights. So that means when i get back friday night i am back to phase one so that i can make her happy again. I love her so much and her happyness means everything to me. I would do anything to see her happy even if it means getting the ebola virus. On a positive note school aint bad i met up with neil a kid i meet at orintation today we talked a little and are gonna chill 2morrow.