Aug 10, 2004 08:48
hey its been a while since i last updated this with a real entry just havent had the time with work and just not being home. well I went to warped tour that was an awsome day. U was really tired after 1st because i didnt sleep much the night before cuz i left arianas house at 3 30ish went home and woke up at 10 to go. Me and tom got down there and waited on line drank a little bit , well i drank a lot and got drunk. While on line we bought a second chances new cd and got a deal becaus etom had a shirt and it was obviouse we supported them. Tom went to put the cds in his car so we didnt need to hold onto them when he relised he lost his keys. He looked around for like 5 minutes and then gave up saying fuck it we will worry bout it later. So we get inside and tom goes to the bathroom and told me to wait for him. But i being drunk didnt stop walking i just wondered looking for a second chance. I was just lost insted and tom eventuall found me. we made it over to the stage were a second chance was playing to find out that we missed them. So we wondered around and made it into our first pit that was the last time i breathed dustless air. Some how me and tom split up again and i didnt find him until later. I just chilled by the 2 main stages because thats were all the bands i cared to listen to were playing. Coheed was amazing but the crowd sucked. I was standing in the middle getting crushed so i asked the guy next to me to lift me up. I began to crowd surf it was awsome until the end when the securty gaurd didnt catch me proparlly and i fell. The other bands were good but the most mermable and best live band there was story of the year. By now i found tom and we both were le tired but couldnt take a nap lol so we tryed to stand on the out skirts. but befor we knew it we were in the center and getting hit by all the crowd surfers. I was getting pissed cuz my head hurt already so i began to start a little mosh as tom opened up a circle near us as well befor we knew it we started a pit. we decided we were done for the day after this and just left. after an hour of looking for the keys i found them under the drivers seat and we were off. I passed out in the car for an hour and woke up to find out tom got us lost in jersey city. So after 5 minutes of me driving i found my way home. took us an hr and we were at my house it was that bad. I got home and was suppose to goto this party but wasnt sure if i should. i wanted to and didnt at the same time. Like i wanted to go party with the boys i havent done that in forever. Then again i dont really chill with them as much anymore. But i didnt want to go because my x gf was there and she would have tryed to get with me. Yes i am single i know so there is no problem if i did but i dk i feel kind of obligated to arianna. So in a way i feel like i am going out with her and if i was to do something else with anyone esle it wouldnt be cheating technicly but to me it would be. so to avoid it i didnt go i slept. woke up the next day went online and everyone that went to the party said i should have went they needed me to go because so much bad shit happen that i cant mention. They all just regreted it. so i ended up at tommies house that day and me him and jeremy chilled all day, until chris joined us and jeremy went to work. we went and saw harald and kumar movie but i passed out mid way through i already seen it so it dont bother me that much that i fell a sleep. after we went back to tommies were nick met up with us. he was waiting for us to get back. he chilled with tom and ariana befor tom left. so when we got there nick went with the boys and i stayed lieing on the floor. The boys got euro trip and came back we watched it and mid way through tommie went upstairs to bed. At the end of the movie nick and chris left and me and ariana stayed downstairs. Man i love that girl just everything about her. I dont know why but when i am with her i feel like a little kid on christmas just getting ready to open there presents. you know that happy feeling. well anyway i stayed there until 4 in the morning went home passed out and went to werk. still lacking sleep. after work went to jeresey to go to this suppose to be party that fell through so we came home almost getting arrested for underage drinking possestion of a fire arm lottering and litering. We all ended up hating jersey after that (me dush, chris and nick) we got to chris and i passed out bringing me to now were i woke up and updated.