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Jul 10, 2005 22:28

i didn't think... i guess i don't think past a certain point. i go into things with one thing in mind, and i don't try to hold any conclusions past that. im horible at reading signs, so instead i guess how to get to that point.

what does the future hold? there are exciting opportunities i want to explore, and by not putting everything i have into those things i will never see the full benifits.

i don't want things to be akward. i hate discomfort. i usually feel it. it is a black cloud of negative energy and i can see it over the heads of some people.

i want to walk with giants. that way they can see ahead, and tell me before i get there.

i want to be sure of something. i know what i want, im a pretty stuborn guy that way, but im also too nice to tell someone a truth that needs to be told. so i stick myself in situations that are hard to get myself out of. time will fix the troubles i create, i guess.

this pressure is building around me, is time to float.

i will watch a flower bloom and enjoy the beauty it brings to my life. when it dies, i hope another flower grows in the same spot. im glad i can see the flowers. each color brings new adventures. each flower brings it own scent. each flower brings another way to think of how a flower should lead its short life. sometimes i wish i was a flower that could just pass by in someone new's life.
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