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So i'm abandoned in Austin, stuck in Jester while everyone else went back to their respective homes or vacation locales. There is NO ONE here; the only person i saw in the walk through the entire complex was one security person. I was planning on coming home (correction: to houston)...today...but i found out my dad is leaving on wednesday, not sunday. I didn't want to be the worst son in the world, so i'm gonna hang around so i can be with him.
Which means i'm essentially sacrificing the large portion of my spring break to do nothing.
Friends are out of town, girlfriends gone to colorado, plans for camping have essentially fallen through. I'm being lazy all day but its hardly relaxing. Relaxing is a difficult and perhaps nonexistent activity for me. Stress is my life, and if it doesn't exist, i create it.
Time is going too quickly again. As usual. I have to pick out a place for next year and I'm afraid; all the places are far from campus and I get the feeling i'm going to cut myself off too much. I may find someplace closer to campus or something. I can't imagine how my brother must feel, graduating this semester. Entering the world. Terrifying.
I'm in a weird mood. I want be camping right now. I want to be sociable, and no, hanging out with my brother and his friends and watching "doom" doesn't count. Fucking horrible excuse for a movie.
The one person i know left here just said she was going to bed for the night. I want to hang out.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH. I'll go CD shopping tomorrow, and shoot the pistols/play frisbee golf with my dad. Look at real estate on tuesday. Anyone else's break contend with the utter bliss that is mine? Didn't think so.
Which means i'm essentially sacrificing the large portion of my spring break to do nothing.
Friends are out of town, girlfriends gone to colorado, plans for camping have essentially fallen through. I'm being lazy all day but its hardly relaxing. Relaxing is a difficult and perhaps nonexistent activity for me. Stress is my life, and if it doesn't exist, i create it.
Time is going too quickly again. As usual. I have to pick out a place for next year and I'm afraid; all the places are far from campus and I get the feeling i'm going to cut myself off too much. I may find someplace closer to campus or something. I can't imagine how my brother must feel, graduating this semester. Entering the world. Terrifying.
I'm in a weird mood. I want be camping right now. I want to be sociable, and no, hanging out with my brother and his friends and watching "doom" doesn't count. Fucking horrible excuse for a movie.
The one person i know left here just said she was going to bed for the night. I want to hang out.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH. I'll go CD shopping tomorrow, and shoot the pistols/play frisbee golf with my dad. Look at real estate on tuesday. Anyone else's break contend with the utter bliss that is mine? Didn't think so.