julie letters
Hey,
I just thought I'd send an e-mail to see how you were doing. I haven't talked to you for awhile. How was your christmas? Good I hope. Are you finished at COD? I only have a year left ::crosses fingers:: Anyways, I hope your doing good. Send me a message when you can.
Love,
Julie
hey,
...julie the last time you saw me i was half crazed. yes i am almost done with cod. life has been shit. i dont know if im sain or compleatley insane. you kinda helped make me that way. Im not sure what else you want me to say.
crystal
Crystal,
I'm sorry to hear that things are terrible for you, although it must be nice to almost be done with COD. I wasn't going to write back, but when I saw the sentence about making you the way you are I decided I had to.
The "fiasco" you're referring to happened in 2004. That's over three years ago. I do not deny contributing to your emotional instability, but you should know I did not cause it.
I want to remind you that when the two of us met, we were both sitting friendless next to Biester Auditorium eating lunch by ourselves. I recall that our conversations were about our problems with our ADD and how we were coping with high school.
After high school we were able to maintain our friendship because of similar personalities and interests. Unfortunately, I had my first manic episode. I can understand that at the time I pulled you into to my own tribulations, but then I got better.
Whatever is going on in your life right now is a product of something you are doing. If you want to keep blaming me for your "insanity," then that's fine. But some day you're going to have to look in the mirror.
sincerely,
Julie
julie, you lied, over and over again you lied to me and i stood by you. threw the "abusive boyfriends", the "pregnatecies", i visited you in the hospital. gave you chance after chance....and in the end you continued to lie. i lost friends,trust, they thought i was insain and you put that idea in there heads every chance you got. And then you walked away......do you know how long it took before i could even find someone at cod that didnt know about this 'fake' past of mine. you can think what you want but the fact is you distroyed me. you poisoned everything around me and then left. I cant forgive you for that. I wish i could.
I just thought I'd send an e-mail to see how you were doing. I haven't talked to you for awhile. How was your christmas? Good I hope. Are you finished at COD? I only have a year left ::crosses fingers:: Anyways, I hope your doing good. Send me a message when you can.
Love,
Julie
hey,
...julie the last time you saw me i was half crazed. yes i am almost done with cod. life has been shit. i dont know if im sain or compleatley insane. you kinda helped make me that way. Im not sure what else you want me to say.
crystal
Crystal,
I'm sorry to hear that things are terrible for you, although it must be nice to almost be done with COD. I wasn't going to write back, but when I saw the sentence about making you the way you are I decided I had to.
The "fiasco" you're referring to happened in 2004. That's over three years ago. I do not deny contributing to your emotional instability, but you should know I did not cause it.
I want to remind you that when the two of us met, we were both sitting friendless next to Biester Auditorium eating lunch by ourselves. I recall that our conversations were about our problems with our ADD and how we were coping with high school.
After high school we were able to maintain our friendship because of similar personalities and interests. Unfortunately, I had my first manic episode. I can understand that at the time I pulled you into to my own tribulations, but then I got better.
Whatever is going on in your life right now is a product of something you are doing. If you want to keep blaming me for your "insanity," then that's fine. But some day you're going to have to look in the mirror.
sincerely,
Julie
julie, you lied, over and over again you lied to me and i stood by you. threw the "abusive boyfriends", the "pregnatecies", i visited you in the hospital. gave you chance after chance....and in the end you continued to lie. i lost friends,trust, they thought i was insain and you put that idea in there heads every chance you got. And then you walked away......do you know how long it took before i could even find someone at cod that didnt know about this 'fake' past of mine. you can think what you want but the fact is you distroyed me. you poisoned everything around me and then left. I cant forgive you for that. I wish i could.