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i am so sick of all this shit.
im tired of being egnored and degrated. i wish that just ones my mom would say something positive and if she cant do that say nothing at all.
why does my dad even care that its my 21 birthday. they were never all that importent when he was here so why are they now? what they hell are we supposed to talk about? how bout where the hell he's been staying the past month and a half? Where the hell did you go? you said you were going to take care of everything and you werent going to leave....and now you're not even going to say good bye? was it to much to let me know that?
thats why i dont trush men...cause they ends up just walking the fuck away when it gets to hard and everything gets screwed up. every man i've known has done that. just POOF gone not there problem anymore.
all i need is a stiff drink then i can go back with my friends and help them with there problems. course for all they know i dont have problems. i dont say anything becuase there is always something bigger going on...They start pittying me and i will eather kill them all or disappear into the shadows again and it will be as if i never existed.
....if one more person tells me i cant have what i want becuase im never going to find it...*shakes head and gets quite* ...its hard enough to know that so far they're right.
this is going to be some birthday.
im tired of being egnored and degrated. i wish that just ones my mom would say something positive and if she cant do that say nothing at all.
why does my dad even care that its my 21 birthday. they were never all that importent when he was here so why are they now? what they hell are we supposed to talk about? how bout where the hell he's been staying the past month and a half? Where the hell did you go? you said you were going to take care of everything and you werent going to leave....and now you're not even going to say good bye? was it to much to let me know that?
thats why i dont trush men...cause they ends up just walking the fuck away when it gets to hard and everything gets screwed up. every man i've known has done that. just POOF gone not there problem anymore.
all i need is a stiff drink then i can go back with my friends and help them with there problems. course for all they know i dont have problems. i dont say anything becuase there is always something bigger going on...They start pittying me and i will eather kill them all or disappear into the shadows again and it will be as if i never existed.
....if one more person tells me i cant have what i want becuase im never going to find it...*shakes head and gets quite* ...its hard enough to know that so far they're right.
this is going to be some birthday.