Jun 09, 2004 15:25
i now hate that website. id never been there before, and now that i have, i hope it dies. bastards. thast just gonna depress me. it said i was overweight, well you know what, fuck them. lol. dear god.
[God forbid someone stay the fuck out of my buisiness. thank you for your beautiful rendition of what most people have already told me, but why dont you shut the fuck up? i dont need some bitchy ass mother fucker telling me im fat, after all ive already had to damn website now havent i? SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!! (thank you to sarah for having my back on this one!)]
anyways. um today is just sorta random. woke up about 5 hours ago and ive been doing the exact same thing all day since then. later on im gonna go outside and watch it rain, cuz i think its supposed to. i love the rain in henderson, its always so pretty.
earlier i was talking to ravin. shes zach's cousin. she was talkign about him. it made me think. i really think i can go back to school in august and just not even care. im ready to move on from his shit. i mean hes a great person, but it wasnt meant to happen, not like this. she doesnt think i can go to school and not give him a second look. i think i can. i dont want to make this mistake again, not for a third time.
i guess i need to go. my entries always end up on a depressing note!