me ranting dont read it if ya dont care
hung out with melissa again 2night, went to breaking benjamin concert, my 1st concert since incubus, ya that person decided to IM me 2day 2, saying something about how i was gona beat her up, bcause im such a violent person....especially to girls, how fucking ridiculous, well, i dont know what to say to you, but that whole thing is bs and i will tell you that, and if you beleive that you are pretty dumb.....back to melissa, i know im a very emotional person, but the way this girl makes me feel is just wow, she is the most beautiful girl ever, and i just wanted to kiss her allllllllll night long, like i hate this, i know nothing will happen between me and her, well not right now, and i really need a gf, iv been so depressed lately, im only coming home for a few days for thanksgivnig (24-27), and a few for xmas (23-27), i really cant stand the thought of being in NY right now, their is really something bothering me and i wish i knew what it was, this shit is killing me, i feel so empty, i feel almost dead, other than that i quit circuit city, im working full time at polo now, got another raise and promotion....haha, so thats a good thing, work is good for me, when im not at work i sit home, and b sad, but other than that i hate my life right now, i think im in love and it hurts, i havent felt this bad in a long time, im going to bed now, goodnight