In matters of love and revenge....
Yesterday I bought a journal for 35 dollars. It is real leather and small, and it is basically me wrapped up. It is the journal that I've always wanted, everytime I see myself in college, sitting on the steps, or in an art museum sketching what I see, or in a cliff in some foriegn country, this journal has been in my hand. And it's such a little thing to mean so much to me.
I'm moving to Arlington in two months, and whereas this is a very exciting time for me, it is also a very scary and sad time. My roommate Danielle, was accepted to A&M so I do not have a roommate any longer, greatly lessening my money choices. My cousin has agreed to go looking with me, and if we find one big enough for both of our personalities then we'll get it, if not then we'll try to find some right next to each other. We'll see.
I am getting my two Sugar Gliders within the next few weeks, so that they'll be used to me before I uproot them. I'm excited about that. I need to think of two names for them though.
Andy and I are doing well. I guess there isn't much to say, soon I'll be living really close to him and I'll be around him much more. His friends are excited that I'll be closer. I guess that's a good sign. Living so far away from him is hard on me and my wallet. His too obviously. I miss him all the time, and well things are just better when I can hug him and know that he's truly there. I'll be closer to Danyelle and Natalia too, since they'll be living in Denton, as well as Ash and Monet. Ferrin will be around the same, but she'll be easier to get to. And well ARlington is just my town. It's more me than Cleburne. And I'm getting away from a lot that I need to forget here. So this move will be good. It'll be really good.
It feels like I'm finally starting this next chapter of my life. All the other times I got out, those were only practice. This is the real one. I have to make something of myself so I can prove once and for all that I am...... well something.
If I had a glass I'd raise it here.
<3
I'm moving to Arlington in two months, and whereas this is a very exciting time for me, it is also a very scary and sad time. My roommate Danielle, was accepted to A&M so I do not have a roommate any longer, greatly lessening my money choices. My cousin has agreed to go looking with me, and if we find one big enough for both of our personalities then we'll get it, if not then we'll try to find some right next to each other. We'll see.
I am getting my two Sugar Gliders within the next few weeks, so that they'll be used to me before I uproot them. I'm excited about that. I need to think of two names for them though.
Andy and I are doing well. I guess there isn't much to say, soon I'll be living really close to him and I'll be around him much more. His friends are excited that I'll be closer. I guess that's a good sign. Living so far away from him is hard on me and my wallet. His too obviously. I miss him all the time, and well things are just better when I can hug him and know that he's truly there. I'll be closer to Danyelle and Natalia too, since they'll be living in Denton, as well as Ash and Monet. Ferrin will be around the same, but she'll be easier to get to. And well ARlington is just my town. It's more me than Cleburne. And I'm getting away from a lot that I need to forget here. So this move will be good. It'll be really good.
It feels like I'm finally starting this next chapter of my life. All the other times I got out, those were only practice. This is the real one. I have to make something of myself so I can prove once and for all that I am...... well something.
If I had a glass I'd raise it here.
<3