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I'm making some more adjustments to my deck... I believe it had far too many magic cards. This is the first time I've had trouble with a deck, though it was bound to happen sometime.
I'm glad aibou ordered the cell phone and GPS tracker... I'll finally be able to wander off and do things without fear of getting lost. Having to arrange to meet someone else beforehand was a bit... Inconvient. I'm still not exactly certain why it's so impossible to remember where things are. There must be something I'm not good at, yes?
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Well... At least I understand why I'm so tired. Anemia was slightly surprising; I didn't think that I was doing any worse to myself than just exhasution. I suppose I'm just as bad at listening to advice as anyone else. Aibou seems so worried, and I don't want him to be... And I hope that no one besides him finds out about all of this, as well. I don't need worry or chastizing, let alone whatever comments Dartz and Yami no Malik would make.
I'm a little surprised Pegasus hasn't mentioned anything about my missing work, not that I've been doing much of anything while I'm there. Though I'm also a bit glad for it, as I don't really want to explain why I haven't been there.
I'm still slightly suspicious about this entire... Arrangement between Rishid and Dartz. It is worrisome for many reasons, even if Rishid is entirely telling the truth. And I'm having to work very hard to keep my temper with the way he and Raphael insist on treating me as though I can't take care of my self. I am no child and I don't appreciate being treated as such.
As good news, the bruising has faded and people are no longer asking me if I've run into doors or anything of the sort as though I'm clumsy enough to run into a door. And aibou has agreed to duel me, as well, which will no doubt be interesting and good practice for both of us. Oh, and the Pharaoh and I have been managing to hold civil conversations with each other, which is a drastic improvement.
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I'm glad aibou ordered the cell phone and GPS tracker... I'll finally be able to wander off and do things without fear of getting lost. Having to arrange to meet someone else beforehand was a bit... Inconvient. I'm still not exactly certain why it's so impossible to remember where things are. There must be something I'm not good at, yes?
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Well... At least I understand why I'm so tired. Anemia was slightly surprising; I didn't think that I was doing any worse to myself than just exhasution. I suppose I'm just as bad at listening to advice as anyone else. Aibou seems so worried, and I don't want him to be... And I hope that no one besides him finds out about all of this, as well. I don't need worry or chastizing, let alone whatever comments Dartz and Yami no Malik would make.
I'm a little surprised Pegasus hasn't mentioned anything about my missing work, not that I've been doing much of anything while I'm there. Though I'm also a bit glad for it, as I don't really want to explain why I haven't been there.
I'm still slightly suspicious about this entire... Arrangement between Rishid and Dartz. It is worrisome for many reasons, even if Rishid is entirely telling the truth. And I'm having to work very hard to keep my temper with the way he and Raphael insist on treating me as though I can't take care of my self. I am no child and I don't appreciate being treated as such.
As good news, the bruising has faded and people are no longer asking me if I've run into doors or anything of the sort as though I'm clumsy enough to run into a door. And aibou has agreed to duel me, as well, which will no doubt be interesting and good practice for both of us. Oh, and the Pharaoh and I have been managing to hold civil conversations with each other, which is a drastic improvement.
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