Thank you, almost everyone for your responses; it helped. Oh, and Kaiba, I felt it necessary to point out how incredibly similar your and Pegasus' responses to me were. Did you coordinate?
I start at I2 Monday, which I'm very not sure if is a good thing or not. I'm not nearly so bored as I was when I agreed to this, though I wish I was; I think I prefer boredom over disaster.
At least there's been a high point recently; whoever it was that was responsible for that odd entry in Haga's journal, though it was disturbing, was also unexpectedly amusing.
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...I miss you, aibou. I know you've been busy lately, and it's not as though I never see or speak to you considering we live in the same house, but... I need to talk to you.
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...I don't know what I was thinking. I just wanted to make her happy; I didn't think it would turn into this mess. I should never have agreed to begin with... I feel horribly now, both emotionally and physically.
And of course, there's still this problem with Yami no Malik... Mai's been incredibly helpful recently, with that; I'm very glad she's back.
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