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why does this hurt if it was so fake? if we both lied, if we both had alterior motives, if we both didnt even care, why does it hurt? was there a part of me that actually liked him, idk..i really dont know. but why must it hurt so much? it was only 2 days, i knew i should have said no, and i like his friend..but yet i hurt inside. i dont know if its everything that happened before he asked, or everything after but for someting i knew was a mistake..it hurts a lot.
but on the other hand
his friend is sooo amazing there arent even words...omg i dont even know what to say...he's so amazing. like take my breath away, litterally make me forget to breathe..that type of amazing.
so yes im a bit confused..
but whatever
lel
Kelsey