Weirdness
I finished the commission I promised Josh's coworker....like.....months ago. And apparently he loved it. Which I find odd because even if I don't really feel like I did my best on something I can usually find parts that I like. With this piece it didn't matter what I did or what I changed I just did. not. like it. According to Josh, when he handed it to the guy he said: "Wow."
Ah well, I shouldn't complain. I'm just in a weird mood again. Josh and I went to the store today and it was almost as if everything was closing in on me. I ended up following close behind Josh wherever he went with my hair in front of my face. I jumped if anyone came too close and was barely audible whenever I answered Josh's questions. I'm fine now. Back to my normal self it was just freaky in the grocery store.
On a funnier note: Devon and I went to Blockbusters today and rented Jenga for the Wii. It was fun to play 2 player but trying to unlock other levels and block types was fucking IMPOSSIBLE!! And you can't change to difficulty level either. I kept getting up to about 200pts and the tower would be wobbling like crazy. I would have the hardest time trying to get the blocks out and putting them on the top. The AI simply pulled them out and placed them on top. No wobbling no tower threatening to crash. Eventually I ended up knocking the tower down trying to pull out the only block that seemed safe enough to move. Maybe I'll go visit mom again in the next couple of days to see if Devon and I can beat it at least a bit.
If any of you who live in my city with me see me and I looked stressed and bummed don't worry about it. There is some stuff going on with my family again but I am handling it. Thanks for your concern though.
Ah well, I shouldn't complain. I'm just in a weird mood again. Josh and I went to the store today and it was almost as if everything was closing in on me. I ended up following close behind Josh wherever he went with my hair in front of my face. I jumped if anyone came too close and was barely audible whenever I answered Josh's questions. I'm fine now. Back to my normal self it was just freaky in the grocery store.
On a funnier note: Devon and I went to Blockbusters today and rented Jenga for the Wii. It was fun to play 2 player but trying to unlock other levels and block types was fucking IMPOSSIBLE!! And you can't change to difficulty level either. I kept getting up to about 200pts and the tower would be wobbling like crazy. I would have the hardest time trying to get the blocks out and putting them on the top. The AI simply pulled them out and placed them on top. No wobbling no tower threatening to crash. Eventually I ended up knocking the tower down trying to pull out the only block that seemed safe enough to move. Maybe I'll go visit mom again in the next couple of days to see if Devon and I can beat it at least a bit.
If any of you who live in my city with me see me and I looked stressed and bummed don't worry about it. There is some stuff going on with my family again but I am handling it. Thanks for your concern though.