Oct 14, 2005 12:43
Tell me again..That We'll Be Lovers And Friends
FRIDAY WUT WUT!!!
So I got paid yesterday and I had enough to give my mom her 100!!!! That Felt Great..She Started Crying telling me she didn't want to take my money and she felt bad doing that to me. I felt so bad. I got to stop trippin on her she doesn't deserve it.
RIP JESSE! 1 year brother tomorrow and There must have NOT been one day that I havent cried missing you more and more. Since you been gone It's been so hard to face the world on my own but I KNOW FOR A FACT that you are very proud of me. and it's all because of you. If I could only see you for one more day it would be the best day of my life. My heart is still so empty without you in my life where I could run to you when I'm scared. It would be different if I could do it all over again and I wish I could. I love you with all my heart and soul. x0x0 sissy
SO yeaaaaaaaaaah ROB'S suppose to be comming in tonight. He sounded so sad on the phone last nite I wonder if him and I will make it. I really want to because he's the closet thing to my brother I have and it feels GREAAAT! I lost my best friend and now I gained one...NO ONE WILL EVER TAKE MY BROTHERS PLACE but he seems to fit in just fine. My mom likes him alot. It's just this shit about his kids. He loves them to death and I guess I should be happy about that. My great aunt always told me that when you go to be with someone make sure they are not only boyfriend material but they are father material and he sure is.
I can't believe all the people that are pregnant! my gosh!
aunt flow...better flow on through. my poor boobies are soo sore!
well ew im sure u dont care to hear all that but
work at 5!!! come see me at subway so u can eat fresh..haa like I said no one reads this anymore which is cool its more personal that way!
x0x0 apes