May 16, 2004 00:58
alright so someone told me to update my journal and to not be so negative all the time. because she said she noticed how negative i am. so let me update you with what has happend lately. i am still working i got a new spot in electrical or whatever, and they already want to put me into another department so its cool. i will get full time adnd a fat raise. so im fine with it. um besides that i really havent done that much. havent gone to the beach lately because its been really crappy. and just pretty much been hangin out. weekends have been alright. just chillin. and a big thing is that i havent gotten drunk this whole weekend. i heard from someone that drinkin is fine but gettin drunk isnt cool with the person. and since i found that out i havent drank to get drunk. and im proud of myself for doing that. i dont know what it is but i guess i feel like gettin drunk isnt that important. i mean just going out and drinking is fine but not gettin drunk is fine also. i got no problem with it. but alot of you that are reading this have probably seen me trashed and you know how i get. and i dont think i want to be goin that far anymore. to where i cant remember what i did the night before. but i am not really sure on the whole idea right now. someone has to kind of convince me still. yeah i know dizzle and gmoney and those guys will be mad that im sayin this. but sorry dude. ill still be there to party but not party like i was a few weeks ago. um so lets see what else have i been up to. ive been talkin to goreous ( a girl) but im not going to say who. because of things that i cant talk about. but its really fun hangin out with her and talkin to her on the phonewhen she actually talks to me . well i am going to go btut i will try and update this as much as possible
peace