i should've gone to film school...
I've said it once and i'll say it again...WHY DOES MY LIFE HAVE TO BE SO FUCKIN DRAMATIC???
It's like an f-ing soap opera, no worse, a novella. I wish a could just run away to a secluded beach somewhere. Never in a million years...
I'm still so numb from the shock, i've laughed more than cried...and i cried. I want to be selfish but it's not the right thing to do. Oh, how bad i want to be selfish. I'm so good at that...I feel like Tita in the book Like Water for Chocolate. She didn't care what everyone thought of her...she got her way and fought for what she believed in. She wasn't going to give up w/o a fight...but then again its only fiction.
I wish I was in her place, I hope she knows how lucky she is and dosn't take what
she has for granted. I sure as hell wouldn't...
I feel like evaporating into the wind but life must go on. The show must go on.
I have to be strong...
...i'm tired of being strong, i want someone else to do it for me.
(i think my dramatic writing doesn't help either...oh well)
It's like an f-ing soap opera, no worse, a novella. I wish a could just run away to a secluded beach somewhere. Never in a million years...
I'm still so numb from the shock, i've laughed more than cried...and i cried. I want to be selfish but it's not the right thing to do. Oh, how bad i want to be selfish. I'm so good at that...I feel like Tita in the book Like Water for Chocolate. She didn't care what everyone thought of her...she got her way and fought for what she believed in. She wasn't going to give up w/o a fight...but then again its only fiction.
I wish I was in her place, I hope she knows how lucky she is and dosn't take what
she has for granted. I sure as hell wouldn't...
I feel like evaporating into the wind but life must go on. The show must go on.
I have to be strong...
...i'm tired of being strong, i want someone else to do it for me.
(i think my dramatic writing doesn't help either...oh well)