Privacy
It has come to my attention that I wrongly assumed amber would be the only one to read my journal. Unfortunately a lot of our "dirty laundry" has been out there. It is true Amber and I are separated. It is also true that there is a new man in her life. He is not the reason our marriage ended. It is also true that although I may have self injury or suicidal thoughts. I appreciate any concern but it should be known I so rarely act on these thoughts. My children with Amber Are and will be my driving factor to not hill myself or as I like to put it, do something stupid. Yes there are two sides to every story and yes We handle things differently. However it doesn't mean Amber has just been just ducky or a cold hearted bitch about it. Either way I am sorry that I didn't keep a better lid on our private life. For all purposes considered we are moving on with our lives, in what is separate directions. However that doesn't mean we aren't trying to remember why we became best friends in the first place. Amber and I will always have more in common than just our children. We both talk openly and both still love each other as best friends should. We've still got a long journey ahead of us. We're both trying to remember our best friends that seemed to have been lost over the years. So we will keep on trucking no matter how many pot holes and speed bumps get in our way.