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i'm so over oceanside. i really don't think i can say it enough but i've completely outgrown everything this town has to offer. when you are actively going to school here, it's awesome. no doubt about it. but when there is nothing to do, there literally is nothing to do.
i've been whoring myself out to casting agents and directors for projects coming up. i'm really hoping i hear back from a few. there are open calls coming up that i'm going to attend, mainly for the auditioning practice, but maybe to get something. if there is one thing i've learned at Drew is that you have to do this yourself. there isn't anyone out there that is going to help you. i want it, so i'm going to do it.
in my free time, which is like everyday, i've been writing music. i have like 4 or 5 songs that i plan on using for a one act musical. my goal is to have it produced as a PIP at Drew and see where it goes from there. i used to think that because i was public schooled and because i didn't have training since i was 2 that there was no way i could do this, but i'm finding out that it's not as hard as i thought. it makes me want it and work even harder.
i was telling jas and jill that sophomore year really felt like a wasted year. i slacked off completely. i don't think i learned much this year. well i did, but i didn't actively learn. i want that to change this semester.
on a lighter note. greg is coming home on sunday which will be awesome. he's become like my only friend in oceanside. looking back on our high school days it's funny to see that we are close now on a completely different level. it's good.
these posts are getting redundant. they're all about how i hate oceanside and my social situation. next summer i'm for sure...for sure, not spending it at home.
i've been whoring myself out to casting agents and directors for projects coming up. i'm really hoping i hear back from a few. there are open calls coming up that i'm going to attend, mainly for the auditioning practice, but maybe to get something. if there is one thing i've learned at Drew is that you have to do this yourself. there isn't anyone out there that is going to help you. i want it, so i'm going to do it.
in my free time, which is like everyday, i've been writing music. i have like 4 or 5 songs that i plan on using for a one act musical. my goal is to have it produced as a PIP at Drew and see where it goes from there. i used to think that because i was public schooled and because i didn't have training since i was 2 that there was no way i could do this, but i'm finding out that it's not as hard as i thought. it makes me want it and work even harder.
i was telling jas and jill that sophomore year really felt like a wasted year. i slacked off completely. i don't think i learned much this year. well i did, but i didn't actively learn. i want that to change this semester.
on a lighter note. greg is coming home on sunday which will be awesome. he's become like my only friend in oceanside. looking back on our high school days it's funny to see that we are close now on a completely different level. it's good.
these posts are getting redundant. they're all about how i hate oceanside and my social situation. next summer i'm for sure...for sure, not spending it at home.