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it's memorial day.
we are having a bbq and ilyse, alex, and elisa are coming over.
i can't deal with living at home. there is a constant need for me to participate in family activities/be with ariel. it's just not possible to please everyone and i'm going crazy. my grandma is more senile than ever. everyone keeps calling my name and it's just bothersome and annoying. i'm sick and tired of answering to everyone. i just want to be on my own for real. i'm not a good family guy i'd say. i like solitude and silence. it's too chaotic here. last night i discovered many parallels with my family and the odzers next door. for those who don't know them, they are my retarded neighbors. it's really sad but our families are very much alike. one, we are both crazy. there is constant fighting in both houses. we both stay up till obscene hours of the morning. we both hang out in the kitchen. there is a lack of paternal guidance/presence.
i'm being summoned. i really can't deal. thank god i'm going to israel in 6 days for two weeks. yes.
we are having a bbq and ilyse, alex, and elisa are coming over.
i can't deal with living at home. there is a constant need for me to participate in family activities/be with ariel. it's just not possible to please everyone and i'm going crazy. my grandma is more senile than ever. everyone keeps calling my name and it's just bothersome and annoying. i'm sick and tired of answering to everyone. i just want to be on my own for real. i'm not a good family guy i'd say. i like solitude and silence. it's too chaotic here. last night i discovered many parallels with my family and the odzers next door. for those who don't know them, they are my retarded neighbors. it's really sad but our families are very much alike. one, we are both crazy. there is constant fighting in both houses. we both stay up till obscene hours of the morning. we both hang out in the kitchen. there is a lack of paternal guidance/presence.
i'm being summoned. i really can't deal. thank god i'm going to israel in 6 days for two weeks. yes.