actions over words.
It’s kind of funny how you can go day by day convincing yourself that you are happy until finally you relieve that you're really not so sure. And then you just each day wondering why things always seem to start out great but then in time just take a huge dive into disaster and then it all just keeps spiraling down from there and how you managed to practically manipulative your own thoughts into thinking things will get better when the truth is right in front of your face screaming out so loudly that you should not be able to ignore it. However, some how we still do. And here I am once again feeling this way about my relationship. I'm hoping that it will get better thinking it will, but really does it ever? I always put so much effort into relationships just hoping that maybe, just maybe, this time it will be enough it keep it going. Although this time I finally realized why keep putting forth so much effort in one relationship when they don't even seem to care? It is strange how one can clam they care so much but their actions just put off the complete opposite. And what are words? Anyone can say they care, so how do you truly believe the words? I have come to learn that words don't mean a thing in our world today because 90% of those around us know exactly what words to say to get what it is that they desire. I believe it is the actions of those around us we truly need to focus on rather than words. I have now decided to give up on trying so hard saving a relationship if the other person is not whiling to put forth just as much effort. Why try so hard to save something if your partner doesn’t seem to care whether it is saved or not? Happiness is something so wonderful but also hard to find. There for once something makes us happy we hold onto it forever trying to not let it go even when that one thing no longer truly keeps us happy. Yet we hold onto it remembering the times it used to keep us in our lovely place of full happiness. When in all reality we should give up one that one thing rather than wasting our time holding onto something that no longer keeps us as happy as we deserve to be. By holding onto the one thing that used to keep us happy we are only holding ourselves back from the greater things in life. They say the human race is the most intelligent race they have found but if that is so true why do we chose to keep things that make us unhappy and do things that make us unhappy. Do you really believe any other organism on this planet does this? So really, how are we the most intelligent race?