innocence
THIS WEEKEND HAS BROUGHT ME TO THINK...
i have a problem and i cant control it...
its not all the time but it does happen...
i wish i could go back to when i didnt know any better and everything was so new and exciting...it seems as if the past five years of my life have been nothing more than one big let down...its no ones fault but my own and i'm not saying everything that has happened is either good or bad but just decisions i've made and paths i've taken arent for the better...i miss not needing it...not wanting it...not knowing about it...it ruins lives but i have decided i wont let it have mine...i'm not perfect and no one is...its just taken me longer to realize the damage i'm doing to myself in the long run...its not good...its not me...
i have a problem and i cant control it...
its not all the time but it does happen...
i wish i could go back to when i didnt know any better and everything was so new and exciting...it seems as if the past five years of my life have been nothing more than one big let down...its no ones fault but my own and i'm not saying everything that has happened is either good or bad but just decisions i've made and paths i've taken arent for the better...i miss not needing it...not wanting it...not knowing about it...it ruins lives but i have decided i wont let it have mine...i'm not perfect and no one is...its just taken me longer to realize the damage i'm doing to myself in the long run...its not good...its not me...