twenty two bust

[lost4awhile]

the thought of you leaving has left my mind
whisper your sweet nothings just one last time
for all i need is your heartache
for all i need is your pain
you torture my conscience like a girl being raped
for once i felt safety
for once i felt still
my life without you is just another kill
breakdown the barrier
keep your kisses for now
keep your sweet nothings
i no longer hear
misunderstood motions
misunderstood needs
take me for granted
for this only i breathe
for these are your last words
this is your last breath
nothing will change
your soul will now rest
die with our fathers
die slowly awake
these words once meant something
now show nothing but hate
for now it is your turn
the stakes have been raised
i hope you feel what i felt
i hope that you stay awake
for this sharpened knife pressed against your smooth skin
will show you my vengence
you've busted cash in

i wrote this last night when i was drunk and all the power on our street had been out...i kinda liked it so i put it here...