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ive been trying to keep myself busy, so i dont think about what happened, so i dont let the anger set in. i lost him, and i could care less. but i now cant take her back. i wont let myself. shes too concerned about herself. whatever, i hope shes feeling guilty, and like a stupid whore. ah. then there is me trying to figure out who my real friends are. there are people who call me just to say hey. but i cant honestly think that i have any true friends. i guess its just showing me how much you cant trust anyone. ah its soo fuckin depressing to think about. ahh. anyways i have been running almost every night because it keeps my mind in contact and my body in shape, or im getting there. wow. i dont know what to do anymore! so yea, anyways, im gunnna go to work now, ill talk to u later!