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so yea, im confused. there is this guy named max at my school, who is completly awesome. i spent all friday with him, and when i poped my tire, he sat in my car with me for a half an hour, just tlaking =) yeah! then later that night we went and saw the movie saw, creapy but good. WE HELD HANDS.. im such a little girl about this!!!!! umm he did a lot of cute things. i hella am falling for him, wishing i had a chance. i know im not the only girl that likes him. but its loooking okay for me cuz i tlaked to him yesterday after school and we are planning on going out on friday to see seed of chucky, or any movie. i think im gunna end up kissing him. but the only bad thing is that i dunno how he is going to act. i dont know him really well. but hopefully it will go well. he was smoking a cig on fri and i was tlaking to him and chris about how unatractive it is to me, and then later some one asked him if he wanted a cig and he said no, i thought that was cute!!!! damn im hella loving this kid. i had always known who he was the 1st day he came to my school. knew he was the german kid in my english class. now i know more about him. i talked to him about me never going out of cali ever, only once, to mexico, but yea, i talked to him about that and we talked about me going back with him in june, cuz then i can go to gerany and france and paris, hopefully, i really like this kid too. damn, well if u have ne help for me to get him to like me back, but i dont think i need to do much more except be myself, cuz i dont want to be fake, i just hope he likes me for me! yeah, so ill keep u updated, i still need to find out what he had asked jeff about, he told me he had to ask jeff questions about me. so hopefully its all good stuff. well im off, maybe tonight ill actually sleep. i went to bed at like 12 40ish last night, and woke up at 215 yeah for me! it was awesome. what the fuck is wrong with me. but please tel me about the things i should do around max~!